I have not been here in a very long time. Sure, my shybabe.org hasn't been around in months too, but that's another story (I have had server issues). Certainly, with the birth of little Samantha things have gotten quite hectic here, and my boyfriend isn't helping much... Or better, he'd like to, but he's still to grow up a bit. My parents are helping, they're just annoyed with me and Ratty for having a daughter when we aren't grown enough to take responsibility...or so they believe. I feel responsible enough to take care of my daughter, and for being a wife too. I look forward to getting married next year. And hey, I'll be20. Not a kid for sure.